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hey peepz!
hi ya!

yesterday, 28.12.09 mon.
went to dhoby ghaut for cgc thanksgivin outin. XD
was fun.
i rushed back home to change after cca.
then rushed to interchange meet some of the cgcs.
n guess wat, kh reached dhobyghaut first! so early!
miracle again sia! haha.
but actually is coz his work place near there ma. hah.
then he waited at JUST ACIA for ard 10 mins for us.
we reached n settled down.
waited for some of the others then ordered first while waitin for shi.
started eatin first as shi will reach quite late. ltr food cold. :X
then shi reached n she went to order her lunch too.
after tt we plyed ZhongJiMiMa. number bingo! haha.
it was actually the thanks givin time!
was so nervous n scared. :x
haha. but in the end, still ok la. hah.
shi intro the melted ice cream which they liked it too. hah.
but nt me. :X it looks bit disgustin to me. hah. X.X
really thank all of u guys for bein there for me when i needed help. ^^
THANKS LOTS! for the joy n laughter in 2009!! XD
went for shoppin after lunch n everything.
went to cotton on! the clothes there is damn nice lor. hah.
after tt we girls n the boys separated first.
coz we girls wanna go our own shoppin n havin the boys followin us is lik, soooo weird. haha.
after awhile, we went to find them at a christian bookshop?
while shi went off first coz she got smth on.
went to a cookie n choco shop? then some of them bought things
n then we went off home le.

today, went to arena for pool wif some cg peepz.
before tt, in the mornin was damn damn borin can?!
omgosh sia. borin till i jus keep slpin. -.-
msg ppl then all so slow reply de. :X
on com le also no use. nth to ply one. :x
waited all the way till 5pm. then went to find they all at interchange.
off to arena then.
they were so funny in the bus. hah.
laiaik keep on torture gab n jeremy. haha.
reached n plyed pool wif the 3 of them for lik 1 hr.
im damn NOOB! :X
then the rest came. the other jeremy, dia, wh, chanda, niq.
8+ went off wif dia first. coz dun wan too late go home again. :x
the place soo creepy. :X
took bus n went home then.
jus now com suxs lik hell.
so laggy. even restart itself. lol. -.-
Regards,
yINGsIAN


k, hi
today went for 2009 last svc.
my first time bookin seats!
wif kh n yf.
wahaha. XP
lol, but was late. ><
then, waited for them to come.
they were so early today. hah
chatted n fooled around wif them.
me n damien was messin wif each other's hair. haha!
so fun. XP then doug also another one keep disiao me de. ><
after tt accompanied angel go toilet make her hair..
on the way out saw stupid. XD
smacked him hard on his arm. haha! XP
went back into the hall after T.
was feelin tt, tt one smack nt enough. hah.
wanted to smack stupid alot more.
so went to charlie there find him n smack him hard hard! XD
when enough le n svc goin to str le,
toot him one last time then went back to bravo liao. hah.
svc was great. but i couldnt feel anything much. ):
but the endin was great. ^^
debrief n went to MRT station wait for others as usual.
then went off first as the ushers need to do alot more works..
went to marina square hav lunch.
burnt my finger when buyin food. T.T
it's damn pain k?! omgosh! later got another scar. T.T
so, i ate slowly. really lik a pig lor me. -.- hah.
they pooled n arcaded after tt. while i was sleepin at one corner. hah.
just too tired. ): cant control my eyes from closin..
all ppl nvr reply me also. was damn sianz. so sleep lor. hah.
then in the middle, stood up n walked ard.
see them ply. was totally no mood to ply. too lazy le. haha.
then talked to shi awhile. learnt n understood quite alot of things. :)
thereafter, slept again. hah.
jus recalled tt when i sleepin, alot ppl disturb sia. hah.
damien even go take photo of me slpin. 0.o -.-
hah. then trained back to boonlay le.
n again, they didnt wait for us to take the train together.. -.-
then me angel wh yf cliff took the next train together.
some of them alighted first.
me angel wh alight at boonlay.
me n wh went to find them while angel go home.
was suppose to ply dota wif them at home while they at lan de.
but in the end, i went to walkwalk ard jp wif ter n dia.
then went home n came out to find my mum n sis to help bring things back home. :x
homed n on com. then fall aslp infront of com again. :x
woke up n watched tv awhile.
went back to com msn.
then bath eat. msn gain. then watched hi my sweetheart.
now postin. actually is alr 1.30am. but i created this post at bout 11pm?
n stuck there. hah.
kk, gonna slp. tmr still got cca!!! D:
nitez ppl! ^^
Regards,
yINGsIAN


hey yo ppl!
here to update~
kk, today n yesterday went for xmas svc!!
the drama is sooo damn nice can?!
omgosh! haha.
it's jus sooo funny. haha.
the word were great. ^^

today 25/12/09,
it's christmas day!!
woooots!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS! ^^
ok, today woke up at 6.45am lik tt.
alarm disturbed me first.
then the morning calls spamS..
washed up. n received a cute msg. haha.
in the msg, it says, wake up. LOL! haha.
so cute sia. hahaha.
k, then mornin called all my frens..
heng all awake. :x
coz they nvr slp for the whole night at all. -.-
n one of them crap lik idiot for at least 15mins... -.-'
and then, angel another one..
lol. :x
couldnt contact her n was soo worried.
then was told to go up her house fetch her.
n she jus woke up after waitin for her outside her door for mins..
lol. -.-
so, she passed me the jacket n i went off first.
while she go prepare n go by herself le..
reached mrt station. waited awhile for more other ppl.
then went up the platform.
waited for train n coincidentally, saw my bro!
lol! he was goin to work. hah.
then took train together. he alighted at raffles place while i continue all the way till expo wif other cg peepz.
n stupid laughed at me again. -.-!
sooo wanna smack stupid manz! XP
reached le, then tried to go find stupid.
but was sooo pack.. T.T
oni able to see each other awhile nia. -.-
equal no meet lor. -.-!
svc str.
when end le debrief.
then went to marina square for lunch.
after tt went back to jurong.
then to bukit batok for KTV!
haha. but i was late coz of some reason..
then they sang sang sang while i at there keep take pics of them n drink n eat nia. haha. XP
10pm went home.
kept fallin asleep in bus. -.-
cant make it.. no ppl to talk to.
was sittin alone coz bus too pack at first.
after i woke up, wow.
empty seats all ard. hah. then went to sit closer to cg.
but for oni one stop, alight liao. -.-
then shi gone crazy again. :x! haha. XP
i went home then.
after tt kept msgin till now coz of confirmin somethings..
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
y i feel so stress again?! T.T

yesterday 24/12/09,
sleep~ in the mornin.
afternoon go jp shopin alone.
no, to be corrected,
i was shoppin wif my 2 angels! xD
then almost late for lunch. :x
actually, i was alr late. LOL. Xp
had lunch.
n, saw an idiot? there. lol.
was sooo shocked manz. lolol.
didnt care at all also. lol. haha.
then went for svc~
wanted go HOG for count down de..
n maybe stupid could join me too..
but cant contact my tt stupid bro. -.-
n stupid cant go coz of po too..
wa, sianz. then go kry hse count down liao.
coz dun wan i alone go there extra wif my bro frens. hah. :x
after tt cab back home coz too late le.
homed le, bro still nt at home. lol.
is lik, alr expected. hah.
then talk talk wif my bro n msg msg wif ppl.
after tt slept.
Regards,
yINGsIAN


heng in time to post again. hah.
well, today go candle light svc.
the candles so nice! haha.
took photos. hah.
cg briefin after tt.
then we celebrated hy's belated birthday!!
woootss!!
haha. of coz, got sabo for her. hah.
afterward we went to mrt station.
saw stupid on the way..
wave to him no reaction de.. -.-
talk also lik no reply.. ...
sianz. hah. but nvm, got others to talk to. hah.
so, was talk to Jin on the way.
so long nvr see him alr. hah.
counted as ex classmate le ba. next year diff liao. haiz..
will miss 2e4 peepz!! ^^View Blog
sooo,
reached mrt station n waited for the rest tortises.
then went up the train, headed to city hall
while others go jurong help amber wif the cg party.
had lunch there. saw alicia n her cg. hah.
then went back to jurong also..
plyed ddr at arcade wif dayna.
i couldnt ply well coz sick.. -.-
after tt smth happen n we all went home..


im soo down now..
cried for 2 days le. :x

Regards,
yINGsIAN


hihi
today stayed at home.
first time feel tt stayin at home is actually so comfortable. hah.
coz my tt idiotic sis is not at home!
there's finally peace at home! wooohooo!
haha. i so bad. haha. XP
but was somehow still quite bore uh..
all of them went for candle light svc le.. T.T
no one to talk to.. so sianz..
but heng, got few ppl hu nvr go also.
then chatted wif them. ^^
after tt 4+pm went to jp find my mum.
woooohooooo!!
gettin new phone! wahaha!
n i got it alr. hehe. XD
so happy now. haha.
but still cant use the phone yet..
it's chargin..
nid wait till tmr 6am then can use..
sianz.. hah.
somemore somemore,
student plan leh! wahaha.
sooooo damn happy.
can laugh at someone liao.
n make tt person jealous.
hehehe! XP
always is me jealous n kena laughed at de..
now is my turn!! wahahaha!!
Regards,
yINGsIAN


oh no!
stupid me.. -.-
failed to post for 18 dec jus a min ago..
haiz.. lolol.
kk,
so,
today mornin 10+am wokeup
then go jp. was suppose to buy gift..
but my phone lost.. -.-
then no mood buy liao.. haiz..
Argh!
who the hell took my phone n off it?!
-.-|'|
nvm,
I believe God will punish tt person de. :x
hah.

sooo,
unable to contact anyone le.. T.T
so, ppl, if wan contact me, tag me at tagboard or msn.
then i will find ways to contact u de. ^^

k, then christmas party..
was quite fun la. hah.
but then so little ppl go.. T.T
not as high as previous few big events.. sad..

SHALL WORK HARDER!! ^^
Regards,
yINGsIAN


hey peepz!
hey to blog~
failed to update daily again..
haiz.
keep lazy. hah.
XP
n also no mood.. ):
stress stress..
T.T

kk,
today (15/12)
actually gt 2e4 outin at 8am de..
woke up n fall asleep again.. :x
too tired.. then dun feel lik goin liao..
haiz.. sad..
then went to bukit batok meet pri sch peepz
then went to ms goh hse!
haha. every year at least go once de. XD
saw all my pri frens is lik, so happy manz!
haha. missed them. ><

then left early to go dhoby ghaut meet the Guerrillas!!
haha. it was to spend the $100 swensens voucher!
hah. but then.. swensens no enough space. -.-'
then went to asia hav dinner.
had great time wif them there!!
had fun joy n laughter! haha.
at first was actually quite moody de.. coz lik no one to talk to.. :x
but then when havin lunch,
all started to talk crap n hav fun liao. haha.
after tt went to mrt station there wait for melvin.
talk crap n chit chat there also. hah.
smth really funny n shockin happens at there too. hahaha.
then took mrt to city hall.
all waited for the train wif those 4 hu liv at east first,
(winfred, felix, jeremy n a girl, forgotten her name.) hah. ><
then we went upstairs? to wait for our train too.
they were talkin crap n jokes in the mrt.
i couldnt hear clearly.. so oni hear till few jokes nia.
rest of the time mostly talkin to jess n nana. haha. XD
then,
some alighted at JE
some BL
some P
me BL. hah. then took bus back home wif jess.
had a great time talkin to her. hah. ^^
Regards,
yINGsIAN


heyhey!!
im BACK from CAMP BELIEVE!!
actually is 2 days ago.
haha.
XP
this will be a really really singlish post.
coz i lazy type. XP

let's see..
1st day
hmm, went to riverwalk first.
then.. settled down.
distribute name tag, team identity blah blah.
after tt went to diff rm for cheer practice.
damn lan at first. hah.
then went for games activities..
in a damn hot weather. hah.
ply ply ply, go back to rw again.
had lunch?
then was goin water bomb one..
after tt dk y suddenly no more liao..
so sianz.. waste water n plastic bags.. -.-
then dk ply wth games.. so not fun at all..
then then cheer practice again.
after tt went back rw again for night session.
was great! ^^

2nd day
dragon boat!!
kena bit sun burnt..
then back to jw for cheer practice.
before cheer practice,
gt mini amazin race n lunch.
so much in a rush.
we ate lunch in 10 mins time? wow..
then go back cheer practice..
lol, didnt really enjoyed it..
coz.. jus no mood n some other unhappy things. lol
so sianz...
but after tt night session.
didnt get to lay hand!! AHHHH!!
nvm, next time ba.. sad..

3rd day..
hat party..
sianz liao.. not in a mood to post le..
next time then update this post ba.. bb..

[back here to edit/update this post. :D]
hat party,
went to met guerrillas at city hall? for cheer practice first
then went to clarkquey to eat LJS
those eaten went off for pm at RW first.
while we all rush lik siao.. haha.
after eatin, pm is lik alr ended liao..
sad sad.. haiz.. missed it. D:
then went RW for cheer rehearsal.
all campers gathered then.
started wif games?
then praise n worship.
took out all our hats n wore them. hah.
many interestin n funny hats. XP
drama, was funny. haha.
then cheer!
we were the last to perform. haha.
after seein the first 2 team's edited cheer,
was shocked n worried..
they improved so much..
when our turn, we did it wif all our best.
n in the end...
WE WON!!
GUERRILLA IS THE CHAMPION OF CAMP BELIEVE!!
wahaha! XD
LUV♥ GUERRILLA ALWAYS!!
hehe. XP
then.. the sad part came..
camp believe had ended.. D:
i was soososooo sad manz!!
almost burst out cryin at first.. ><
but i tahan. hah.
then, we went goin ard,
huggin one another,
hi5-in wif each other,
shakin hands wif each other..
lik farewell lik tt. T.T
so sadsad.. ):
hope to be in contact wif all of them!!
GUERRILLAS' THE BEST!! ^^
Regards,
yINGsIAN


hohoho
today post so early.
haha.
it's sooo RARE~
waitin for tt 4 tortoises/turtles to reach their destiny~
haha. they take soo long~ so slow~

ltr goin find noel..
hope we are able to find him...
stop bein in MIA le..
Regards,
yINGsIAN


Im HAPPY today?
haha.
my dream did came true!
wakaka. XD
haha.

Success = talent + HARDWORK

gotta work really hard! ^^
this week is SOO BUSY!! D:
mon,
pm early in the mornin,
class discussion at 11am.
3pm, house team outing.
wow?
tue,
pm early in the mornin,
go giv someone 'surprise findin?' at afternoon.

guitar, mon or tue. but so busy!! how??? D:

wed, thur, fri.
camp believe!

sat,
cg meet ba.
sun,
svc.
whole week gone?!

next week,
mon,
CCA!... D: hate it.. :(
tue,
Ms Goh's house!! YAY!
after tt no plan le?
Regards,
yINGsIAN


went to work at cck jus now wif dayna.
tt kind of work is lik bluffin ppl to go one.
lols. sooo damn tirin.
cannt go de.
i will never ever go there work again..
caused my legs to be sooo damn tired n painful now..
how go svc ltr?!?! D:
PAIN~
work till half way phone no bat also..
SO SIANZ!
hy n her fren also got go work.
before startin work, we talk talk talk, chit chatted..
they all y so shy de? 0.o
wat things to be so scared/paiseh about sia? hah.
so funny lor. haha.
kk, then after the period of hard times,
finally gt to relax le.. it's feels lik, waaaaa~
haha. after tt we trained home.
chit chatted again.

Why does people always misunderstands people?
Why can't they try to understands people instead?
& WHY is it so UNFAIR?!?!?

why m i always tryin to help ppl,
when gettin nasty things back?
WHY?! why is it so unfair?!
D: anyone pls explain!
when the helper is talkin good things about tt person,
tryin to change ppl's bad impression about tt person,
while tt person actually dislik the helper?
im tryin so hard. SO HARD.
tt, im alr speechless.
i tried my best. really. nt to hav the same thinkin of others.
n instead, tryin my best to change their thinkings.
but, sorry tt i still cant in the end.
coz, i jus cant take it anymore..

Regards,
yINGsIAN


Stressed???
confused???

im so fan!! D:


ProblemS...


-.-'


many many problems..
all of diff kinds of problems..

it's so unfair.
life's nvr fair.
i really do hate myself.

Cell group is going upside down.
or rather, it's already upside down.
to me, i personally feels that,
it's cause of some newcomers.
who are all still quite new
and may not be familiar with cell groups stuffs yet.
But, i do know, that of cause,
I'm also one of the cause.
i knew it. i already knew it long ago.
even before coming into cell group,
to city harvest church.
i knew that i am surely going to be a burden to you guys.
i could feel that, that day is already coming soon.
when i had slowly got closer to you guys.
and felt so even more since that 'gossiping' thingy incident..
and when i received the message a few days ago,
that i'm going to be one of the in-charge of bs.
i was really happy to see that.
but i was also worried.
cause, i know. from that day onwards,
no one is going to like me le...
more and more people will dislike me.
i'm always bossy, nasty, rude, arrogant, stubborn
and is always one who do gossip every second.
i'm not a good person,
a person that you can never trust.
i'm born to be hated.


i seriously need someone to talk to..
how much i hope that that person will show up.. ):

feeling like going into MIA too... ):
Regards,
yINGsIAN


3/12/09

IM HAPPY TODAY! XD
but also quite sad.. :(

happy:
coz finally saw him after soooo long!!!
:O

sad:
coz didnt get to really talk to him..
coz he is lik in a rush.. :((


Im feelin sooo uncomfortable now. ):
i wanna talk to him!!
n plus jus now when watchin New Moon... -.-
kh n zw keep passin the phone to one another in the cinema!!
made me eyes so damn pain.. -.- ...
n now.. junior got some problems. gotta help her. (:
N N, these few days got bs..
keep on need msg the ppl..
my prepaid had gone POK!
hah. dun care. :3
n, im somehow pissed ba.
coz of some somehow unreasonable stuffs.. -.-

i really missed him LOTS!!
im was sososososo happy when i saw him jus now.
even almost went burst cryin. 0.o so dramatic. haha.
couldnt chill for the time being.. hah.
n when durin watchin new moon,
i kept thinkin of him..
durin scary parts, i tot of him.. dk y...
maybe coz he used to be the one hu always sent me home.
somehow protected me. n now, mayb i missed his protection ba..
haiz.. y did he seems to hav changed so much?
y did he change?? how come??? wat's the coz?!
really missed him so much.. sianz..
how i hoped tt he will be back wif us lik last time.
n not be in MIA again.. -.- Noel, please come back.. ):
cg is nvr tt fun without u.. pls come back wif ur crazy stuffs again..

Regards,
yINGsIAN


back to post after such a LONGG time!!
had been busy bout the camp believe.

Camp Believe
9, 10, 11 dec
wed, thur, fri.
riverwalk, jurongwest chc, riverwalk.
whole day, whole day, evening-night.
surprise secret fun activities, dragon boat, hat party.
**NO overnight**

PEOPLE!!!!!
PLEASE TRY YOUR BEST TO COME FOR THE CAMP!
IT'S GONNA BE A REALLY AWESOME CAMP!!
wif all the fun n exciting games tt we will oni noe on tt day,
n the Dragon Boat competition,
it's really goin to be real fun!
n there's also a hat party on the last day!
Please! really do try ur best to come!
really hope to see all of u guys there!

For those who are interested,
Please text me or tag me on the tagboard!
THANKS! ^^
Regards,
yINGsIAN

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