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oh gosh,
i think i forgotten to do something today!!
to send cliff a happy birthday msg dirrectly at 12am!!
D:
my plan failed..
wat a great STM i hav..
sad.. haiz..
anw,


Regards,
yINGsIAN


ohhhhhhh
i really really really nid someone to talk to..
how i hope tt someone hu i wan to talk to will see this post..
but i dun think (s)he ever will...
saded n still SAD. :(
Regards,
yINGsIAN


im sososososoooooo
damn
Damn
DAmn
DAMn

DAMN

DAMN

DAMN

PISSED!!

FULLSTOP



Regards,
yINGsIAN


:O
so long nvr update!
psps, keep forgettin to + me lazy pig. :x
haha.

hmm,
30+ mins ago,
it was 24 nov
mostly, went out wif cg ppl again. XD
lunched at jp 1 kopitiam at 1.30pm.
wif dayna, waihou, chanda, weiliang, david, aloy, douglas, tc.
then bball at cage.
no ball.. -.-
then alvin came.
said tt gt few bballs at boonlay there.
so went there to take.
came back, alr gt ball liao..
they even strted to ply.. diao.. -.-!
so ply ply, little damien came.
went to talk to him n sonia. (my pri sch juniors. XP)
hah. then ply monkey.
then some mrt de went off first.
then walked to my house dirrection.
i went home first.
rest went for dinner at pm.
Regards,
yINGsIAN


hihi
jus back from bball at cage court wif cg ppl.
i saw Damien today!!
the young one, not old de. haha
so long nvr see each other liao.
ard 2 years le leh.. :O
so glah tt i saw him at court today again.
had fun wif u guys! ^^

before bball,
went to shi hse for cg meet.
slept lik a pig as usual..
n almost late.. -.-
then fashion workshop done by shi.
kengleong ran out half way durin cg.
sad, mad n disappointed at him liao. :x
mingzhao also.. sleepin.. then nvr come.. bomb us.. D:
ask her mum wake him up,
she say no use de, he wont go one. -.-
in the end i tio.. err.. -.-*
then ppl jus kept askin y i emo.. -.-
lols, i not emo at all wat.. jus bit sianz sianz..
diao.. i also dk y i sianz sianz..
i think is coz of my stupid backache..
or coz im still sleepy..
or maybe coz of some other reasons... ... ...

ppl, wan msg then msg properly la..
always msg till lik wan giv attitude lik tt.. -.-
or wan scold ppl nia.. very rude de leh. -.-
very irritatin de leh.. lols..
n it somehow will piss ppl of.. -.-
Regards,
yINGsIAN


hello hello!!
IM BACK from the chalet!
hmm, it wasnt a really good one.
but still quite ok la..
even though there's bit of problem here n there..
i jus cant understand them.
y must they be lik tt??
y cant we jus hav as much fun as possible
for these last 2 days n 1 night together?!
really.. ...
cant we be nice n polite to each other??
n respect each other??
y mus we separate things till so clearly??
haiyo.. end up made so much trouble.. ):
but then, nvm la. haha.
as long as we did enjoy ourselves can le. haha. XD

*lazy to continue post alr.*
will update this post some other time be. XP

n lols, i overshot the timin again.. -.-'
Regards,
yINGsIAN


about today.
the greatest thing tt i did is,
i slept till 1 nearin 1.30 pm !! gosh!
im a pig. tyty. haha. XP
goin out tmr.
feelin lik askin someone to come out wif me too..
but most probably will fail ba.. sad.. ):














random..
i missed the days when we are actually so close..
which is just a few weeks ago..
but now.. what happened?!
i really don't know what happened to you.
but i really wanna talk to you.
please don't ignore me anymore. please.
i always got down just because you didn't reply me..
please don't disappoint me again..
i'm always finding for someone to talk to..
n i always thought of you..
could you just be there for me whenever i need someone to talk to?!

ohhh,
i really really really need a good n suitable listening ear! D:
Regards,
yINGsIAN


oh yea!
on time to post for today!
15th nov!
went for svr in the mornin.
almost late sio.
no time buy breakfast.. sianz..
then in bus, kept tryin to find ppl to talk to..
but then.. still feels tt im an extra there...
so sianz..
but had a great laugh coz of tt 3 funny guys.
or rather, gays. HAHA!
at least not borin in bus today..
zw nvr come. overslept.
he promised me to talk to me in bus de. -.-
n also my mornin call. nvr giv me..
but heng i wake up. haha.
svr today was damn damn damn GOOD!
gosh! so hyper today manz!
n i could feel tt im about gettin closer
to cliff n hengyean hu sat beside me today!
after tt nov blast.
then fellowship
went to town then.
waited n waited n waited for all of them..
so sianz.. they so slow..
damn tired le..
can say that,
that period of the day is one of the worst days i had.
when they reached, i pekcek de actually..
when go towards them, wanted to giv temper de.
but dk y suddenly ok liao. normal le. lols.
emergency then happened!
my wallet is missin!!!
immediately chiong back to the place whr i think i might hav dropped at.
it was still there. wow, im so heng manz!
then walk walk, they suggest go eat mac.
so went to mac to eat mac. lols?
anw, caiwen n dia saved me from the ... !
then most of them went home.
while some accompany me go fareast.
due to tooo late le, many shops are alr closin.. sad..
comin back the next time ba.
trained back to boonlay/ some pioneer
took bus wif cutie n zw then.
chatted on the way. had a great chat. XD
alighted the bus on the stop after the actual one.
coz nvr press the bell.. lols. -.-
homed then. ^^
Regards,
yINGsIAN


lols..
past the timin by less than a hr after 14th nov again..

14th nov*
slept till 1pm.. -.-
dk y so tired..
phone not wif me
tt's y no alarm to wake me up.
sry ah cgms..
but heng my bro woke me up when he sees the phone ringin.
then i checked.
59 missed calls!!
gosh!!
zw called. dia talked to me.
asked me faster prepare n meet her 15mins ltr.
so i rush rush rush.
went down to the meetin place.
ended up is caiwen waitin for me.
so faster went to shi hse.
they were plyin games.
after tt cg str.
after cg, fellowship blah blah.
went to jp to eat dinner.
then went to cage for bball wif mz n jh too.
hsh after tt at ard 9.30pm?
Regards,
yINGsIAN


haiz..
failed to post daily..
it was still 13th nov half an hr ago..

13th nov*
kaleidorama today.
was okay??
sort of no mood..
so sianz..
performed twice in a day. wow?
so damn damn tired..
after comin back from kaleidorama,
me n krystal met zw, kh, laiaik..
went for dinner.
yf n andy joined us ltr.
then went to buy things for refreshments for cg tmr.
krystal went home while the rest went to bball at cage.
since so near my hse, so i go ply awhile also.
coz damn long time nvr ply liao..
9pm went home. they continued plyin.

afterall, isolated still...
Regards,
yINGsIAN


heyhey~
today came home early. ^^
went for pool at 1pm
but was late for almost half an hr.
lols. XP
then went there ply ply.
after tt went to jp for lunch wif zhenwei too
dia went off the bus at the sch bustop?
she nid to go meet her mum.
then mingzhao n kengleong went off suddenly while walkin in jp to jp1 kopitiam.
walk walk walk, ended up goin to lailai to eat.
cliffton went off first too.
i think he nid to meet ppl also??
so after tt slacked at the study corner near the plyground.
ply-ed games.
i shouldnt hav wanted to ply true or dare..
wanted to qns ppl at first.
but ended up everyone wan qns me.. -.-
krystal went off back to jp? to meet her mum.
then we went home after tt.
walked the same old road again.
hah. n i got home the first again..
so sianz.. everytime i first one go home de..
then cannot talk wif them liao..

privacy is so ...


----------------------------------------------------------

like / dislike
love / hate
they can have a billion of different meanings...
Regards,
yINGsIAN


wohoho!
jus back from a fun day. ^^
today dance at 2pm.
was damn funny at the gate.
alicia n me were dashin towards lijun who was alr there waitin for us.
jus nice both of us same timin reach there.
but we started dashin once we saw each other
jus to see who reach first. LOL! haha
but still same timin. haha. XP
then rehearsal rehearsal, dance dance, wif hunger again..
soo damnn paiseh while rehearsin.. :x
cant dance properly at all...
after tt came out to G.O. wif krystal n Alicia they all.
krystal waited for diana caiwen while i go home take wallet first.
on the way to jp saw kengleong n angel.
then convinced angel to come wif me go for dinner.
but in the end she still nid go home.. haiz..
when everyone reached, went to KFC.
then to playground to slack actually
but ended out playin those childish games!
such as, catchin! ice n freeze! number bingo, zoom and 007
hah. damn fun manz!
had a great fellowship time wif them!!
n im so glad tt im gettin more n more closer to them!! XD
then went to buy drinks at 7-11 coz we are dyin from thirst..
after tt went home le.

i will rmb this fun day. ^^


about 9th nov.
went for dance from 9.30 to 1.30
was late n plus gt committee meetin
i hav to stay back for so long..
some late comers were punished to clean up some little things
while the committees were havin meetin.
then after the meetin,
i hav to stay back alone (coz all go home alr),
to sweep the whole studio floor as im a committee n yet im late..
sianz.. after tt went to dayna's hse to join cg ppl for bakin
then went to safra.
me n dayna lan-ed. audi-ed wif her.
while others ply pool..
wanted to join them after lan-in
but jus nice when goin off com, they come out liao..
sianz.. hah. but nvm. still gt chance de. ^^
then went to jp arcade.
plyed ddr.
im such a noob alr.. n i still deproved.. -.-!
i ply until lik a retard sia.. X/
after tt they sent me home first, then go pm eat dinner.
the end of the day..
Regards,
yINGsIAN


heeelooo
today's a great day! ^^
after svr, went for the course.
then went to town wif sarah damien dia n tc.
shop shop awhile.
then tc went off
saw a pair of nice shoes tt i like!
omgosh, i want!
mus go back again!
then decided to sat down somewhr
sarah then treated us icess
special ICES. it's nice! ty sarah! XD
went home wif dia after tt.
took mrt train back to boonlay
chatted all the way
had a nice time wif her. ^^
came home, nvr kanna scolded
although my mum scolded me in the phone..
i feel so blessed! ^^
Regards,
yINGsIAN


wowowow!
the event's over!
quite down at a moment of time.
coz i felt guilty n sry n disappointed in myself too.. D:
hmm, dun wan talk bout tt le.
k, so, it was quite a success?
foods was MORE than enough.
left damn many foods manz!
they decided to treat it as our breakfast.
hah!
fellowship time is the best as usual. XD
opps, im stuck here. dk wat to write alr. :x

hmm, was quite worried for someone..
dk wat happen to tt someone.
but i really wanna noe so tt i can encourage tt someone..
there would hav been more joy, fun n laugher if tt someone's there..
coz tt someone is the most crazy person! haha. XP
Regards,
yINGsIAN


hohoho
tmr's the big event alr!
wahahaha.
but haven prepare clothings :O
omg..
nid last min dig for clothes again.. -.-
tmr nid wake up early also..
to prepare some parts of the refreshments..
today mus slp earlier le, n omgosh..
now goin 12am liao.. :O
mus rushhh to slp le..
good nitez!
hope tmr will be a successful one. ^^
Regards,
yINGsIAN



Regards,
yINGsIAN





4th nov

a short post..
well, today mainly went to join cg for the drama pratice..
n noel scared me coz of his screamin in pain...
he's weird today?? sianz..
then jus slack, hav fun there lor.
anw, damn happy coz mz took my challenge!! haha. XP




sianz..
coz of someone,
my life is confused n troubled for so long...
n coz of someone,
im so sianz today.
but coz of someone,
im so happy today too. haha ^^

a 'great poem' eh? hah. XP
Regards,
yINGsIAN


it's soo hard..
but shall try harder.
JY!! ^^

suddenly, i missed 2e4 sooo much..
how i hope tt we would be able to hav MORE outins.
really wanna spend more time wif 2e4.. ):

when will the 2e4 outin be on?!
pls discuss bout it!


well, i bit regretted bout the subjects that i chose.
but tt's really all wat i wanted..
im worried of wat class im goin to ended up in.
how m i goin to bond wif those new classmates?
so worried bout certain things too... :(
shall i or shall i not stop lovin him... ?
Regards,
yINGsIAN



Regards,
yINGsIAN

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